Sounds awesome, having the best of both worlds..
What if you really get the worst of both?
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Broken, Stolen.
Not too long ago, an intruder crossed my way
He seemed lost, asking for direction.
I casually taught him the nearby paths
There he shouldn't go, that he shouldn't take.
He told me he couldn't understand,
And so asked for my guidance,
I generously led him to the ones I know,
Showing him all that I've been through
I thought that I've did good, I was overjoyed.
I've given a good advice, I'm growing up.
I've helped a lost person to find his way.
Little did I expect, that was not it.
Before i knew, my steps were traced.
He learnt my habits, my dos and don'ts
He found a way in to a secret place,
One i have reserved for a special person.
He entered through the corner of a broken cloud,
A flaw I have so carelessly revealed.
That which is precious to me is now stolen
I must fight to take it back
He seemed lost, asking for direction.
I casually taught him the nearby paths
There he shouldn't go, that he shouldn't take.
He told me he couldn't understand,
And so asked for my guidance,
I generously led him to the ones I know,
Showing him all that I've been through
I thought that I've did good, I was overjoyed.
I've given a good advice, I'm growing up.
I've helped a lost person to find his way.
Little did I expect, that was not it.
Before i knew, my steps were traced.
He learnt my habits, my dos and don'ts
He found a way in to a secret place,
One i have reserved for a special person.
He entered through the corner of a broken cloud,
A flaw I have so carelessly revealed.
That which is precious to me is now stolen
I must fight to take it back
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
the great war behind these grey walls
I hate this room of Grey
Yet, there is no turning back,
a promise I made long ago
But will I ever exit this place?
I saw a spark of blue.
Was it just my imagination?
Or is there really hope?
I'm praying hard for the latter.
I gave up on the exit,
I'm convinced there isn't one
I sat here on these Grey floors
Staring into memories I dearly missed
I closed my eyes and there I heard,
Whispers that come from beyond these walls
They became louder and louder
And their voices echoed throughout
I reached out to touch,
they were as cold as ever,
And just before I took my hands off,
These still walls shook.
There is a great war behind these Grey walls,
I heard their battle cries
They were reaching a simple message,
Fighting its way to me.
I heard one making its way in,
"You'll never make it", it said.
"You'll never find a way out", it continued.
"You're worn out, you can't do anything"
It continued.
Yet a whisper came in louder than all.
"It's me," It was a familiar voice.
"I'll make it for you, don't give up"
"I'll break these walls down, don't give up"
"I'll be your strength, Don't give up"
The whisper grew stronger and stronger.
My Lord, my God, I won't ever give up. It is a promise You taught me to make, when you first made.
Yet, there is no turning back,
a promise I made long ago
But will I ever exit this place?
I saw a spark of blue.
Was it just my imagination?
Or is there really hope?
I'm praying hard for the latter.
I gave up on the exit,
I'm convinced there isn't one
I sat here on these Grey floors
Staring into memories I dearly missed
I closed my eyes and there I heard,
Whispers that come from beyond these walls
They became louder and louder
And their voices echoed throughout
I reached out to touch,
they were as cold as ever,
And just before I took my hands off,
These still walls shook.
There is a great war behind these Grey walls,
I heard their battle cries
They were reaching a simple message,
Fighting its way to me.
I heard one making its way in,
"You'll never make it", it said.
"You'll never find a way out", it continued.
"You're worn out, you can't do anything"
It continued.
Yet a whisper came in louder than all.
"It's me," It was a familiar voice.
"I'll make it for you, don't give up"
"I'll break these walls down, don't give up"
"I'll be your strength, Don't give up"
The whisper grew stronger and stronger.
My Lord, my God, I won't ever give up. It is a promise You taught me to make, when you first made.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Graduated.
I did not mention
Just before this stop, I was at a valley. What an incredible journey that was! Some corners are darker than even night, yet other parts are always morning.
Spending 3 full years has allowed me to carefully explore every twist and turn. And each step I took I found something amazing, some I loved, and some I hated.
I would today, abuse the cliche.. Today when I look again upon the things I have done, what a dream it seems like.. so unreal. The things I've done and the things I've done with others, they were all magic
I have unnoticedly built friendships that I will now carry with me to the ends of the earth and beyond.
I wouldnt dare to say I'll remember them all the time. But on the darkest hour of my dimmest day, I will recall the miracles we have created together and that will help me to live the best I can till earth is over and done.
Still, the one who has worked most is my Father, my Saviour. The graceful God who watched me wherever i went. For that, all glory belongs to Him.
p/s: i'll upload more pics when i get them =P
Just before this stop, I was at a valley. What an incredible journey that was! Some corners are darker than even night, yet other parts are always morning.
Spending 3 full years has allowed me to carefully explore every twist and turn. And each step I took I found something amazing, some I loved, and some I hated.
I would today, abuse the cliche.. Today when I look again upon the things I have done, what a dream it seems like.. so unreal. The things I've done and the things I've done with others, they were all magic
I have unnoticedly built friendships that I will now carry with me to the ends of the earth and beyond.
I wouldnt dare to say I'll remember them all the time. But on the darkest hour of my dimmest day, I will recall the miracles we have created together and that will help me to live the best I can till earth is over and done.
Still, the one who has worked most is my Father, my Saviour. The graceful God who watched me wherever i went. For that, all glory belongs to Him.
p/s: i'll upload more pics when i get them =P
Friday, March 25, 2011
long journey
It has been a long way here
but ahead is a way even longer
It has become clear to me
a depressing fact that crashed in
This is a one-way road
there is no turning back
and every stop I make
confirms it more and more
Earth is no home.
there is no place here
that would fill my heart
no place at all
i reached here recently, a place of Grey
No, it is not black. No, not white either
There is no pain here, no joy either
There is only static air and nothing else
This is the worst stop yet,
It is numbing my whole self.
I pray desperately that this is all it is,
Just a stop
There is still a long journey before I see Home,
That is what I believe.
but ahead is a way even longer
It has become clear to me
a depressing fact that crashed in
This is a one-way road
there is no turning back
and every stop I make
confirms it more and more
Earth is no home.
there is no place here
that would fill my heart
no place at all
i reached here recently, a place of Grey
No, it is not black. No, not white either
There is no pain here, no joy either
There is only static air and nothing else
This is the worst stop yet,
It is numbing my whole self.
I pray desperately that this is all it is,
Just a stop
There is still a long journey before I see Home,
That is what I believe.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Addicted to Sleep
its 8.40pm now.
Im going to shower,
Read my bible,
Then sleep.
God Bless Your Night. ^^
Im going to shower,
Read my bible,
Then sleep.
God Bless Your Night. ^^
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Proudly Introducing
I saw today, a waking dream
I couldn't care less, I was half asleep
Yet how captivated my soul was,
As I sat and simply watched
A miracle came to pass
One single moment it lasts
The scene to remember this lifetime
Dived deep into my heart
Their voices fought against the clash of thunder
Fighting their petition to heaven's gate
In the midst of a great storm they stand
Yet standing among them a whisper greater than all
Every word, every cry the whisper hears
A whisper that sits above heaven's throne
I couldn't care less, I was half asleep
Yet how captivated my soul was,
As I sat and simply watched
A miracle came to pass
One single moment it lasts
The scene to remember this lifetime
Dived deep into my heart
Their voices fought against the clash of thunder
Fighting their petition to heaven's gate
In the midst of a great storm they stand
Yet standing among them a whisper greater than all
Every word, every cry the whisper hears
A whisper that sits above heaven's throne
Friday, March 4, 2011
once upon a time
It was a glorious story told, once upon a time,
about love and friendship and victories won.
It is a story I've almost forgotten,
if not reminded by a recent dream.
An unfinished mission calls out to me,
one hidden in my heart all eternity
So alas I'll begin this journey of mine
a journey procrastinated all my life.
wish me luck!
p/s. Daniel! Stop invading my dreams!
about love and friendship and victories won.
It is a story I've almost forgotten,
if not reminded by a recent dream.
An unfinished mission calls out to me,
one hidden in my heart all eternity
So alas I'll begin this journey of mine
a journey procrastinated all my life.
wish me luck!
p/s. Daniel! Stop invading my dreams!
Monday, February 14, 2011
where?
there is nothing behind the shadows
that is what I found on this unending road.
there is no colour but black,
painted by those who refuse to see.
there is no sound but silence,
played by those who refuse to hear
still, my nerves seize to fail.
every ounce of hurt pierces through my heart
every step I take only amplifies the pain
when will it ever stop?
the only thing real were my tears,
they fell when I realize this isn't home,
What should I do? Where should I go?
I cried the questions aloud.
Then a voice appeared, one I did not expect
a whisper broke through the shadows and won the silence
it spoke an answer that no one else hears
I heard two words, "follow me"
Here, I must chose an obvious choice
to follow the light, or remain in shadows.
I do not have to think twice, the light is my answer
For I do not belong in the dark,
the pain told me so.
I was prepared to fight, but the victory was won.
I reached out my arms, and a hand held mine
just like that, I got out of there
I never want to enter again,
I never want to see darkness again.
the pain as my reminder.
that is what I found on this unending road.
there is no colour but black,
painted by those who refuse to see.
there is no sound but silence,
played by those who refuse to hear
still, my nerves seize to fail.
every ounce of hurt pierces through my heart
every step I take only amplifies the pain
when will it ever stop?
the only thing real were my tears,
they fell when I realize this isn't home,
What should I do? Where should I go?
I cried the questions aloud.
Then a voice appeared, one I did not expect
a whisper broke through the shadows and won the silence
it spoke an answer that no one else hears
I heard two words, "follow me"
Here, I must chose an obvious choice
to follow the light, or remain in shadows.
I do not have to think twice, the light is my answer
For I do not belong in the dark,
the pain told me so.
I was prepared to fight, but the victory was won.
I reached out my arms, and a hand held mine
just like that, I got out of there
I never want to enter again,
I never want to see darkness again.
the pain as my reminder.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
the darkness
when I'm here, the darkness calls out to me.
its cool appearance seems horribly seductive.
I imagine the eternal rest that I yearn for,
one I cannot find under the sun.
the Mysteries behind the shadows,
the stories about power and greatness,
all luring me in to that which I cannot see.
I find myself walking towards a path unforeseen.
I reached out to nothingness,
and found something I should never have
the great mystery unfolded,
and it all became clear to me.
The darkness is nothing but a mere cover,
to hide its hideous face,
to mercilessly haul the souls of passerby
to share its endless pain.
Dear travelers, heed the sign, 'Beware'
Do not be fooled by its wretched appearance
This is where wounds never heal
and rest is never found.
its cool appearance seems horribly seductive.
I imagine the eternal rest that I yearn for,
one I cannot find under the sun.
the Mysteries behind the shadows,
the stories about power and greatness,
all luring me in to that which I cannot see.
I find myself walking towards a path unforeseen.
I reached out to nothingness,
and found something I should never have
the great mystery unfolded,
and it all became clear to me.
The darkness is nothing but a mere cover,
to hide its hideous face,
to mercilessly haul the souls of passerby
to share its endless pain.
Dear travelers, heed the sign, 'Beware'
Do not be fooled by its wretched appearance
This is where wounds never heal
and rest is never found.
Friday, February 11, 2011
crash
All my years spent running away from my nightmare... It has finally caught up to me.
I cant breathe.
I cant breathe.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Missness
It was too random today.. =)
went out to watch Yogi Bear. Strongly NOT RECOMMENDED. =O
BUT! =) it was awesome. today was not bout d movie, but bout time spent with precious friends and sisters. I was so tired I could barely walk. but when I talk to them and laugh with them, the moments were so priceless I would do it again on any other tiring day.
I met someone unexpected today.. (actually I hoped tht I would bump in to him) haha! Daniel and friends.. =D I didnt say hi.. but I waved tho.. =) Gosh, I missed him.. He's a special friend, one that even if a hundred years were to pass without us ever keeping in touch, I would still remember him. hmm.. Maybe it is his GOD-GIVEN talent in drawing... O_O
He is incredibly gifted that it would break my heart to see it jz fade away. He has not been drawing for a long time.. for some reason I felt sad. i want to see his drawings!! i wanna collect them and stare at them everyday. (OMG, i sound like a stalker.. XD)
went out to watch Yogi Bear. Strongly NOT RECOMMENDED. =O
BUT! =) it was awesome. today was not bout d movie, but bout time spent with precious friends and sisters. I was so tired I could barely walk. but when I talk to them and laugh with them, the moments were so priceless I would do it again on any other tiring day.
I met someone unexpected today.. (actually I hoped tht I would bump in to him) haha! Daniel and friends.. =D I didnt say hi.. but I waved tho.. =) Gosh, I missed him.. He's a special friend, one that even if a hundred years were to pass without us ever keeping in touch, I would still remember him. hmm.. Maybe it is his GOD-GIVEN talent in drawing... O_O
He is incredibly gifted that it would break my heart to see it jz fade away. He has not been drawing for a long time.. for some reason I felt sad. i want to see his drawings!! i wanna collect them and stare at them everyday. (OMG, i sound like a stalker.. XD)
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Energy
Stop stealing energy from me. I really don't have enough to spare.
Stop pouring salt on me. Im already shattering..
and you're still expecting sugar from me?
Im all out.
Stop pouring salt on me. Im already shattering..
and you're still expecting sugar from me?
Im all out.
Friday, September 3, 2010
My Mom - In Hospital
yes. shockingly, my mom was emitted to the hospital this morning.
it was devastating.. But life goes on.. Besides, My Lord Guides thru circumstances. So smile!
My Mom and her fish cake soup....... =)
What happened?
She was too low on red blood cell that she needs immediate emission to recieve blood transfusion. (the normal number is 11.5. hers was 5.45) =.=
She has a few lumps in her stomach which needs to be removed. (hopefully none of them is cancerous..) T.T
it was devastating.. But life goes on.. Besides, My Lord Guides thru circumstances. So smile!
My Mom and her fish cake soup....... =)Conclusion : Help me to pray for my mom. thx. =)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
PenDrive... lost again
T.T
i lost my pendrive again........................
a half black, half white Apacer pendrive withour cover.......... T.T wuu~~~
i lost my pendrive again........................
a half black, half white Apacer pendrive withour cover.......... T.T wuu~~~
Sunday, August 8, 2010
POST 1
i've really deleted all my older post.
Super lazy wanna keep them anymore. =/
they felt like weights on my back that forces me to hunch....
i'm sleeping darn early nowa-nights.. =) 11.45..
(i know.. i cant believe it either....)
and strangely, i can no longer survive 5 hours a night...
its either at least 7 or my day is gone. O_O
even afternoon naps wont work...
I jz bounce up after 20 minutes... O_O
is this how real Human should live???
Super lazy wanna keep them anymore. =/
they felt like weights on my back that forces me to hunch....
i'm sleeping darn early nowa-nights.. =) 11.45..
(i know.. i cant believe it either....)
and strangely, i can no longer survive 5 hours a night...
its either at least 7 or my day is gone. O_O
even afternoon naps wont work...
I jz bounce up after 20 minutes... O_O
is this how real Human should live???
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