Ripped Out

Ripping out was a good idea.

Something inside me died, but it was a part I wanted dead anyway.

Now I need healing.

No, I don't regret cutting it off.

It was painful, but its better than having it suck my blood.

Dear God

Dear God,

A little help, please?


Sincerely
Lost Child

Calling Emergency.

Because this is really tiring. A little help here, please!

It has been ripped out.

What I had to do was no different than suicide. Ripping what was a part of me out. But what has been done can no longer be undone.

Straight out.

Well.. no one reads blogspots anymore I guess a little straightforward negativity is alright here?

I am feeling so sad right now. =(