Wednesday, November 2, 2016


Hi, would like to know if you are still on operation? Can I order a few pieces for each color and type?

Thank you.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014


There are just some things I can't do. I just CAN'T! I can't go on anymore.

I am getting off facebook quietly.

Them Voices

The voices. they won't stop. How do I get them to shut up? I need them to stop.


I've hurt too many people in the past. They are coming back for revenge.

Thursday, January 23, 2014


I'm going crazy. I can't work properly, can't sleep in peace, can't think straight, can't act calm, I am going crazy!

Monday, January 20, 2014

Strange tightness

There is a strange tightness in my chest that I cannot understand. I secretly look at her profile sometimes. She's perfect and I won't understand if anyone didn't love her. If I was a guy, I would love her. Yet, they broke up. They did because of distance. They must have been in love. They are perfect together. I don't understand. They may have broken up. But they must still share a love. They still love each other, don't they? How can you love a person one day and then stop the next?

Thursday, January 16, 2014

yes. yes, i am.

I have a confession to make. Yes. Yes, I am depressed. Sue me. Why am I blogging on a blog where no one reads? Because everyone on facebook is f******  judgemental. that's why


I am one indecisive bastard when it comes to this one thing.


I'm a mess! My mind is in a mess. My heart is in a mess. My actions are mess! Everything's a mess!

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

gotta resist

gotta resist from posting anything on facebook. no one reads blogs anymore. so if you've accidentally stumbled your way here, don't expose me. shh.

never ever.

this is why i never want to get myself involved. because if im ever sad or depressed, i don't have anyone. so i must always keep myself happy. because if im not, i would have no one to turn to, no matter how much i want it. I have God and Jesus, bu everyone knows he cant physically b here. Even as my tears cant stop rolling down now, I've got no one. I need to die young. God, let me die young. thanks.