never ever.

this is why i never want to get myself involved. because if im ever sad or depressed, i don't have anyone. so i must always keep myself happy. because if im not, i would have no one to turn to, no matter how much i want it. I have God and Jesus, bu everyone knows he cant physically b here. Even as my tears cant stop rolling down now, I've got no one. I need to die young. God, let me die young. thanks.