long journey

It has been a long way here
but ahead is a way even longer
It has become clear to me
a depressing fact that crashed in

This is a one-way road
there is no turning back
and every stop I make
confirms it more and more

Earth is no home.
there is no place here
that would fill my heart
no place at all

i reached here recently, a place of Grey
No, it is not black. No, not white either
There is no pain here, no joy either
There is only static air and nothing else

This is the worst stop yet,
It is numbing my whole self.
I pray desperately that this is all it is,
Just a stop

There is still a long journey before I see Home,
That is what I believe.